A letter to whom I Love

Dear Anju,

I Love you So much. I know that you too. But the luck is working over our love. Yes you know that I have reported by the doctor that I have blood cancer & it is in last stage. Please don’t pray for my good health. If you want to pray then pray for my earlier death. As because I can’t continue with this pain more. Yes there is no other option to me. You know that I trust you more than my self. I trust you more than I trust my own heart-beat. Why you are angry on me? Because I have to leave this world and why you are feeling alone. Please don’t feel that. You know that you are my breath. I think about you before God , before my self. You are not a part of my life – as you are my real life. If you gets any problem then I feel the pain in my heart. Because you live in it. You do not want to express your pain but I know that you are feeling the same I feel.

Hope God will forgive me as I am keeping you alone in this world. But one thing you Please remember, My love for you never will be die, there is no death of souls, and souls make the love. If anyone is there till now who cares, thinks about you in every seconds that I am , and for me only you. Thanks very much. I love you so much. I know that it may be my last writing for you and for all but I will never die in your heart as you will never die in my heart. My last wish is only Five minutes to talk with you. But you are angry on me as this happens to me.

Hope I will get you in next birth & really thanks to spend your most valuable times with me.

[Friends my love one in orkut is Anju Prabhu lives in kerala, kayamkulam , Please take care of her after my death as it is very near to my door.]

Thank you & thanks to all of you,

Abhirup Ghosh

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7 Responses

  1. betterlife says:

    Are you serious Abhirup Ghosh?

    “प्रेम करो सबसे, नफरत न करो किसी से”
    “Love all, Hate none”

  2. abhirup20002 says:

    Yes It’s true. Nothing to do It’s my fate. There are many works I am leaving only because have no time. I was doing a work from last 18 months for the poor, the children who lived in the roads, the children who are maimed either from birth or incidents . But the Politicians are the main factors in my way to serve. They dislike my work as they are saying what will you do after educating this children…..leave them …they will work in the field for us. But I didn’t sit after this commitment. But now The luck played a game with me. And I failed in this fighting.
    Don’t pray for my good health and for bringing some more days in my life. If want to pray then pray for my early death & pray for the girl’s good life whom I love.Please.

    Abhirup Ghosh

  3. betterlife says:

    I am sorry. May God be on your side. You may not like it but I will pray for you.

    “प्रेम करो सबसे, नफरत न करो किसी से”
    “Love all, Hate none”

  4. UWON says:

    Hey dear friend do not worry,Eblog team is with u.U have done a good work for the poor and the needy so GOD will also do Good for u.U will Get well Soon.

  5. abhirup20002 says:

    Thanks to both of you, but I am worried about those children & poors not for me own. And really sorry for the girl whom I love. Really sorry everyone who gets hope because of me.

    Hope She will full my half work & the hopes of those children will not die as me. If their hopes get reallity then I will get alive through them again. It will be a honour to me if their hopes become true.

    Thanks friends.

    Abhirup Ghosh

  6. abhirup20002 says:

    Thanks Mr . Betterlife

    Hope one day will come when cancer patient will be cure in last stage also. This hope is not for me. For those who are suffering but have no money or do not know how to fight. This hope will bring a green light for them. Keep hope for thee future.

    Thanks for your comments.

  7. madhu_vamsi says:

    No one will delete ur blog entry if u have posted an original post. Next thing is the love letter is very emotional one. I can’t comment much on that bcoz it is ur personal love letter. One day cancer will be cured on any stage is my hope, for u I can’t do anything but just give a useless comment… Thanks for shaing it with us on eblogs…

    With love Madhu….

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