On the last night,when Jesus was to depart and it was clear,that the next day he would be killed,the disciples asked him,”in the kingdom of God.where will we be sitting?Where?”
They were not worried about Jesus,they were not worried about his death,which was to happen next day,but they were worried about their own positions-the twelve disciples in what hierarchy,in what order?
They showed no concern about Jesus,but were bothered only about their own position.
Worries and anxieties come when you want to gain your own position and power or want to retain your position and power.
Sometimes people becomes so mean that they do not think about the situations nearby.
The virtue lies in the struggle, not the prize.